I was really outgoing and wanted to learn and grow and meet people. Now after hurt, betrayal and loss, my heart shield or my aura has gone, like a hole in atmosphere. Now my body can’t handle the energy of loads of other people or even being around them. Now even when I’m drunk I just can’t stand to be around people, even though it used to help block out everyone’s energy by being outgoing, kind of pushing other people’s energy back.